Weddings Squared

I am delighted to announce the engagement of Mr. Darcy and Lizzy. Next to Charles and myself, I'm sure they will be the most happy couple. I was astonished when I first heard the news but now understand how deep their relationship is. I'm ashamed to have ever doubted their love. It is truly wonderful that now we shall all be family. I'm sure the futures hold many great memories for all of us.

Lizzy Deserves Better

We recently had the honor of receiving Lady Catherine at Longbourn. Lizzy was rather quiet about why she visited but Lizzy seems a little shaken. It is probably from being in the company of a woman with such an elevated social rank. I know that I would not have known how to handle myself. I suppose I will have to learn though, being Mr. Bingley's wife.

Engagement

The most joyful thing has happened. My sister, Lizzy, was correct. Mr Bingley does love me! He proposed only hours ago! I feel a kind of happiness that I have never before experienced. We will certainly be the happiest couple in all of England. He is the most wonderful man I have even known.

Lizzy's Lost Sense

My dear sister doubts me. She believes that I might still have feelings for Mr. Bingley. We may have once been close friends, but I doubt that we shall ever be more. Additionally, she thinks he may have feelings for me. I find this impossible to believe since he never bothered to see me in London. If he has been interested, he would have never left.

Bingley's Coming

I have heard a rumor that the man who once inhabited Netherfield is returning. I'm so flustered I can hardly say Mr. Bingley's name without becoming quite nervous. It has been quite a long time since I last saw him. I must have been wrong to think that I'm over him. When he comes, I will not show any signs of this though. His feelings have probably changed and I don't want to embaraass myself.

Lydia's Return

My sister returned with her new husband, Mr. Wickham. Luckily, they seem happy together. She can not sing his praise enough although almost everyone else, especially Lizzy, has grown tired of it. My mother is the exception. She has Lydia tell the story almost every meal. Now, Lydia feels entitled to all of our mothers affection because she has married before me.

Family Affair

I have been avoiding mirrors lately. When my sister returned home, she remarked on how ghostly I looked. I must admit that caring for my mother has taken away much of my energy. Kitty and Mary seem indifferent about the whole matter, but my parents are in an uproar. My father has never been so ashamed.

A Gamester

The search for my sister and Wickham continues. My father and Mr. Gardiner are visiting all of the hotels. I was relieved when Mr. Gardiner joined my father. They will have a better chance of finding them that way. I hope that when they are found, there has been little damage to our reputation. Unfortunately, we found out that Mr. Wickham has debts.

Lydia's Disappearance

A horrible even has struck Longbourn. My dear sister, Lydia, has run away with Wickham. I have never seen my father this shocked. I pray that they find her soon. My uncle was kind enough to go into town to search for her. I can't believe that Wickham could have bad intentions. I pray for everyone's safety and the quick return of my father.

Miss Darcy

Lizzy tells me that she has met Miss Darcy. She believes that the rumors of her being proud or arrogant are incorrect and blames her shyness as their origin. I understand what it is like to have shyness or modesty misunderstood. If I had been more open with my emotions, I may have now been Mrs. Bingley. But, there is no point with living in the past and I will move on.

Lizzy's Excitement

I'm exceedingly shocked at what has happened to Lizzy. It seems that while she was visiting Pemberly, she ran into Mr. Darcy. I know how difficult it must be for them to come face-to-face after such heart-break. I hope it is painless for both of them. With a sister as remarkable as Lizzy, I will be amazed if he doesn't fall for her again.

Cute Cousins

After some delays, Lizzy is now travelling with the Gardiners. They have brought their children to Longbourn and  I have been watching them. It is always such a treat to play with my cousins. Children always are exceedingly sweet, but my cousins are certainly some of the kindest souls around. Perhaps one day I will have my own house with children running around.

Lydia's Leaving

Lydia will soon leave us to visit Brighton. I won't say that I envy her, but a distraction from a certain man would be lovely. I pray for her safety and trust that Mrs. Forster will keep her out of harm's way. I'm sorry that Kitty feels left out. Perhaps I will include her in my next shopping trip to try to lift her spirits.

Who to believe?

I'm still in shock after hearing about the letter from Mr. Darcy. It's difficult to doubt Wickham's good nature, but even more so to question Darcy's. I want my opinion of both men to be positive; however, I'm finding it difficult to maintain one without losing the other. I advised Lizzy not to ruin Wickham's honor by revealing the truth. He can't deserve that kind of punishment.

Rejection Pain

Lizzy told me the most astonishing thing! Apparently, Mr. Darcy proposed to her. I always knew she was a special girl, whodeserves a well-bred man. Her refusal must have been a great disappointment to him. It's a shame that hispride meant that he didn't expect her rejection. I, especially, can understand the pain from losing one you love.

Charlotte's News

I can hardly wait to see Lizzy! She arrives today with Maria. I hope her trip went smoothly. I anxiously await her arrival so that I may hear about our dear friend Charlotte. She is a most thoughtful woman that Mr. Collins is lucky to have. With someone as agreeable as Charlotte, he will always be content.

Separation

It's been so long since I've seen Longbourn. I've begun to miss my family, especially Lizzy. I will hopefully see her soon. Then, we will have many stories to share about each of our trips. Lizzy and Charlotte's younger sister with soon leave Mr. Collin's home for London.

London to Longbourn

London is such a change from Longbourn. Although I love my home, the city provides a much needed distraction. Everything feels new. I have met some delightfully agreeable new friends here. I have even had the occasion to dine with them.

London

 I went shopping today with Mrs. Gardiner. The streets were bustling with people dressed in exquisite clothes. You could feel the wealth  in the atmosphere. I would love to have silk dressed covered in lace that I could wear to balls. I'm content with my clothes though, and am glad for the women who get to wear satin.

Gardiners Children

I've been staying with the Gardiners lately. They have four of the most adorable children. The 2 boys, James and Kent, can run for hours without tiring. I can hardly keep up! The girls are quieter and enjoy being read to. They especially enjoy Goodnight Moon.